Challenge - Day 13

so i spent the entire day in front of my laptop. doing in-depth research for universities i am planning to apply. but mostly, i went to Seattle, Washington. hurmm...i like the study plan. i mean, my study plan if i am studying over there. i don't really up to Ivy League but my heart keeps thumping hard for Brown. 

i don't have any idea why is that so. i mean, going for those prestigious schools is really difficult even just to apply. yeah, so many things to do such as personal statement, essays, recommendation letters, academic transcripts, some sort of evaluations and so much more. 

but that don't really stops me actually. the one thing i'm afraid of is that if i get the chance to enter such schools, i don't think i could keep up with their academic environment. i mean, of course all of the students are super genius (considering i am one of them) and the urge to compete among them just to prove that we are so much better than the rest is an impossible task for me even to think of. it will definitely give me headache, or worse - my brain could explode. even you will be thinking of committing suicide just to get rid yourselves out of the stressful surrounding. 

but mainly, those are just my overly exaggerated point of view. if we holding on our own strong virtues and trying the best to get rid of negative thoughts, insha Allah everything will be just fine. 

i don't really up to write right now. 

i'll make sure i have something interesting to share with you tomorrow. 

so, adios azizos.